And my biggest weakness is that I care about your happiness more than mine
I no longer know if I wish to drown myself in love, vodka or the sea.
I’ve always been a very good judge of people. That’s why I like so few of them.
What if I just become a fake and pretend I love everyone and that people don’t often piss me off. Maybe I should act like a popular and become shallow friends with everyone and tell myself I’m the queen bitch of the world and everyone should bow down to my superiority. I won’t how long that act lasts for people before they start actually believing it.
im still in between kinda accepting my body and wanting to starve myself for weeks i dont know